Thinking about action today. I was out running (a sporadic thing), and was thinking about fear because I’m about to go visit a new country on my own, and think that this will be good for me. It would be good to do something different. Two things came to mind.
Memories. Memories stand out because they focus on something different. Take for example my neighbourhood flea market. I go over there perhaps every other week for local produce and to browse, perhaps for the last 8 years, and yet I’ve very few memories of each of these trips. It’s pretty much the same thing. I know I’ve settled into a routine, but this means the memories are scarce. It’s a blur.
It’s pretty much a guarantee that the trip to Hong Kong won’t be a blur.
Movement. Years ago, I was reading a german article about the evolution of the human body, and a doctor in the article said, ‘now, this is why modern society has so many health problems. The human body is designed for movement, not for sitting still.’ That really clicked for me. As a system, my body is designed to move. That includes my brain, gut, etc, not just my legs and arms and back. At the time, it gave me an incentive to get out and do more walking and running.
Today, it clicked that we are designed for movement not just on a physical level, but an emotional and intellectual one as well. If I just receive, if I just read a book or watch movies, or pretty much just ‘take in’, the cycle is stagnant. I have to actively DO something to complete the cycle of movement. Without this, it all feels meaningless, or I’m restless, or bored.
Of course, we’ve all heard ‘it doesn’t matter what you do. Just get out there and do it. Try anything, you’ll figure out what you like.’ But I’m one of those people who needs to know why I’m doing something, what’s the end result. Yes, you can say it’s all about the journey, but that has never helped me to get started.
But seeing action as a completion of the cycle, that helps to see that it really doesn’t matter what you do, it’s the action that counts. So, ok, I’ll go to Hong Kong and, do.